i've been rather lost in business latley and i fear it will only get worse before it slows down. but i realized something last night- as i washed dishes yet again at job two of the day, into the wee hours of the morning...
anxiety is what i feel when i am uncomfortalbe, when i don't trust fully that the outcome will be good, when i let the situation control my attitude instead of the otherway around.

so i sang as i washed and put a smile on every single one of my co-workers who walked in to the backroom- some singing along and others laughing as they handed me more greasey peices of the popcorn popper or swept the floor behind me.

we don't always get to choose what the day will hold, what tasks we will have to take part in or whom we will spend our time with but we always ALWAYS have a choice of weather it's gonna be a good day or a bad one.

and i'll remember that as i close at the theater yet again tonight! and maybe just maybe the smile on my face will bring the love of God into the lives of a co-worker. and when God deems it his timing i'll leave this job behind and jump whole-heartedly into a career i love...all in his timing!

much love
--aileen